Eyes keep trembling either left or right in these few weeks, have no idea why it happened. Perhaps it act as a sign, showing something good or bad things are about to come? Pray hard good things come around me instead of bad. I had think a lot in these few days, normally, I can have a long winded story about a small little matter, I can express myself until people feel that I'm annoying. For those people who know me, they know how I speak, my every sentence or every single word of mine have no point. I cannot express my thoughts straightforward, but I only can explain the process of a matter. *Just like now -.-'*
I was sitting in a dull room, I can't predict what would happened in the next second. I feel uncomfortable, like someone is urging me to do something else. I'm pissed off, should have a stop there. But I know it wouldn't. Sometimes, people force me to choose something that I wasn't like. I tried to do adjustment, but I still feel bad. This is the very hard time I ever face throughout twenty years.
I can't breath properly, my heartbeat is so wrong, my sight become fuzzy, I see no future, I feel nothing.
Try to smile, hardly I can smile.
I was sitting in a dull room, I can't predict what would happened in the next second. I feel uncomfortable, like someone is urging me to do something else. I'm pissed off, should have a stop there. But I know it wouldn't. Sometimes, people force me to choose something that I wasn't like. I tried to do adjustment, but I still feel bad. This is the very hard time I ever face throughout twenty years.
I can't breath properly, my heartbeat is so wrong, my sight become fuzzy, I see no future, I feel nothing.
Try to smile, hardly I can smile.
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